I'm the best

Do I like him?

2012-02-17T13:42:00.002+08:00

I didn't went for JYPE audition because I went for this.. Juste Debout event at Zouk.

That's the first time I went to Zouk, in the afternoon!

Hehe, went there just to watch dance competition, freaking dope!

Currently Im in the loft, My school's bunk.

Others are out for lunch and I'm alone in the room.

Wanting to let out my true feelings but I got no where to go.

I really wonder why I always want to go to him.

I know he's good looking. I've tried not to look at him so that my heartbeat will not increase.

I hate it because I scare I really like him.

It's confusing when your heartbeats increase because that person is good looking.

I scare that I will not be myself.

I scare that I like someone because of their looks.

I don't want. I want to like the person whole heartedly.

I feel a bit sad when he talked about other girls.

I feel happy when he smell like me, because he ask for shower gel and I passed him mine.

Always looking through the window hoping that he's there.

I like it when he bully me.

How I wish I would just fall into his arms accidentally. HAHAHAS

Ok, fat hope.

Just don't care about him and hope that he feels the same way which I dont think he would.

Just keep him in your heart.

Bye.

Updates in bulletin

2012-01-11T23:57:00.002+08:00

Went for EE talent
Went for Titanic and Time Cartier exhibition
Passed all my module for CT
Went for EE com interview
Went for EEmazing race
Went for BBoy(Np new CCA)
Working for 3 more days, the restaurant will be close
JYPE audition in 3 more days.
Tioman Trip

EE GOT TALENT

2011-11-27T16:41:00.000+08:00

I went through the audition (:
Finals was not bad but I got the consolation price. HAHAS.
The other participants were good.
I'm glad that I joined. hehe

CAMP

2011-10-07T19:11:00.001+08:00

I WON THE BEST FEMALE CAMPER! :D

2011-10-04T02:02:00.001+08:00

OFF TO CAMP FOR 3 DAYS! :D

FUCKINGFUCKFUCKERS

2011-10-02T20:10:00.000+08:00

WHERE GOT THIS KIND OF FAMILY?

I want them to know.. that if I die, they are the cost of it.

Maybe I will forgive them later but seriously, the feeling of caring for them and got scolded back is like freaking fucking irritating.

I think of running away from home.

I think of killing myself.

I think of jumping off the window.

When my bro and I were quarreling, My Mom just look straight into my eyes and shouted back.

She asked me to shut up. Not my brother.

Just because my voice is fucking sharp when I shout.

But am I the fucking wrong?

Fuck the both of you.

Both of them are the same! You adopted me is it? Why are you two behaving the same.

Why are you guys always making me feel helpless and angry at the same time?

I'm not going to treat them as food already.

They violated my heart.

I tried to keep my bro's stuff into the room from the Living room.

He think living room is his kitchen, dining table and his fucking room?

He fucking eat in the living room. He fucking throw his food around.

He fucking left his dirty clothes on the sofa.

He fucking put his gig on the sofa too.

He ask me to put them down. He pulled so the gig knocked into the corner of the sofa.

HE SHOUTED AT ME. WTF?!

HE FREAKING FUCKING SHOUTED AT ME.

HE FREAKING PULLED THE STUFF AND THE FUCKING GIG KNOCKED ON THE SOFA.

THE WAY HE LOOKED AT ME, AS IF IT'S BECAUSE I TOOK HIS STUFF AND I KNOCK THEM INTO THE SOFA. FUCK YOU.

I WONT FUCKING TOUCH YOUR STUFF. I WON'T FUCKING EAT OR USE YOUR STUFF EITHER SO HANDS OFF MY STUFF. IF NOT I WILL AXE UR HAND OFF AND FEED THE DOGS.

Next time, when my Mom is accused or smth bewtween the family. Don't blame me for scolding you too. I respect you but you don't respect me. Why should I even care? I know you give birth to me, yeah Thanks.

Ok, since they are like that. Try your best on your singing and dancing career! :D

Like that.. I can go without feeling anything! :D

Chalet

2011-09-28T14:49:00.001+08:00

GOING TO PACK MY STUFF AND GO FOR NRA CHALET! :D

I hope I can make more friends.

Won't feel as awkward as before!

Out with Mom

2011-09-27T03:28:00.000+08:00

Went out around evening, ok.. quite late.
So we bus to Clementi mall and have something before we continue our journey because I was really really hungry! It feels like as if I'm going to faint anytime soon.

After walking around, we bought fries!

Mummy bought some Kueh from Bangawan solo. I like the one with coconut outside.

Train to Bugis, walked around and to Iluma.
There are a lot of Taiwan food store around Iluma, some inside some outside.
Smelly Toufu, of course outside!
I don't think it's the original one because the smell to me, okay only.
Bought this Smelly Toufu(3 bucks)

Decided to try this Taiwan Chicken cutlet which is near the Smelly Toufu Store.
Compared to the Shinlin? store, BOOOOOO! NOT NICE!
SHINLIN ONE NICER LO! You can taste the fats and oil more than the meat!
Cheat money one!

Nice Japanese restaurant, It feels like as if we're at Japan!
Never try the food there because it's expensive!

Went up to the top floor and showed Mummy Chef Daniel's kitchen.
Hoping that he was there in the restaurant but he wasn't there.
Take picture in the arcade!

Going home, saw a few big posters outside the Cinema in Iluma.

Some random shots before we took the lift out.

On our way home.
We took bus 197 straight to Jurong East before changing to another bus home.
I love long bus rides! <3

Annoying

2011-09-27T03:25:00.000+08:00

It's quite obvious when people ignore you.
Avoid talking to you... trying to end a conversation after you started it.
They find that you're annoying.
Just leave them and let them fucking breathe.
Try a new way of approaching and talking.
If you know she doesn't like this topic, don't say it.
Don't talk back and say but you're the only one who.... -.-

Monday is my Family day.

2011-09-26T15:14:00.000+08:00

Basically it's the only day my Mother is free. Her off day.

Imagine if school reopen, my Brother and I will be busy studying and playing in school.

You know, we have CCAs. Sometimes we just stay back in school unknowingly because it's a habit already. Especially for me because I got a few CCAs and sometimes I just want to stay back and chill with my friends.

I like to watch movies in my school library too!

Sometimes I will feel guilty for not spending time with my Mom.

That's why I'm going out with her today!

The plan was to cycle but I think since it's her off day, I should make her rest instead of exercising right!

I told her about this Smelly Toufu shop outside Illuma(I said near bugis because she doesnt know where is Illuma). She excited because the last time we went to eat that was like 5 years ago? :D

Will take pictures and then will post up here!

SHOULD GO AND PREPARE NOW. BYE.

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2011-09-26T14:34:00.000+08:00

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Fuck you.

2011-09-25T21:24:00.000+08:00

I've no idea what did I do my previous life to get such a Brother.
Okay, I even wish that he moves out and just stay himself but every time I said that to him.
He said I should be the one who should move out.
If I got the money.. why not? You bastard.
Yes, I did order you around a lot of times but I didn't ask you to help me to do anything.
It's all you. I ask you to clear your plates, clear your rubbish.. keep your clothes.
I'm not treating you like a maid.
If I do, I will be asking to to wash MY dishes. Clean MY room for me.
I didn't. No wonder your English is worse than mine because you can't even understand what maids do.

New start.

2011-09-25T19:32:00.001+08:00

Say hi to my new blog! *WAVE*
Ok, retarded. Shall update this blog often so that I can earn money and I can keep track what I'm doing! :)